'Twas the update before Christmas...

Today was Mike's 36th treatment. There wasn't any traffic on the way in which was nice. We didn't wait long for his lab draws and his port worked today. Lately his port hasn't been working (which is not uncommon) and has needed a medication called TPA. TPA is a chemical which dissolves the fibrin sheath and clears the catheter. Typically, a small amount of TPA (just enough to fill the catheter but not go into the bloodstream) is injected and left in the catheter for about 30 minutes, then withdrawn. 

When his port doesn't work it makes for a longer day and another unwanted arm stick to get his blood work. Thankfully it worked today. We grabbed some lunch and headed up to his appointment with his oncologist. Again we didn't wait long and got right in. His labs showed his platelets were low as well as his red blood counts. He was safe enough to have treatment today in hopes that his numbers would go up again next week on his week off from treatment. There's a possibility we may end up going back to a similar schedule like his old treatment where he would have two weeks on and a week off with a higher dose of treatment instead of three weeks on and one week off. After the holidays we will figure it out. If his treatment wasn't so late in the day today he would have been able to get a blood transfusion but it wasn't necessary and was too late in the day to start the process. If he is feeling crappy next week we can arrange for that if needed.

Ava is looking forward to a visit from the big 'ol jolly man. We have been busy decorating the house, making gingerbread houses, shopping and wrapping presents and watching her crazy elf, Twinkle fly around. 

Here is a photo of Mike and his amazing oncologist Dr. Rubinson. We have a lot to be thankful for because of him and his care team at Dana Farber! Just a photo of two young 38 year olds. Goes to show you cancer doesn't care how old you are, if your skin is white, black, or purple, if you have children, if you are otherwise healthy or how much money you make... Cancer can strike anywhere anytime. So remember to be grateful for your loved ones and your health.

From our family to all of yours Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays!

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The update we have been waiting for

Last night we went into Dana Farber to get Mike's CT scan done to check his progress with chemo. I was very anxious last night and so wasn't Mike. It only takes one scan to completely change our lives. If it comes back showing that the treatments are no longer working we don't have any other chemo treatment options to try. We would then move on to clinical trials which feel like the end of the road. After his scan we fought the traffic home and stopped for dinner. After dinner we went home to rest up for today. Mike still has a cold and I seem to have caught it too so it was an early night for us.

Today we got Mike's scan results. Everything seems to move in slow motion (besides my heart) on scan results day. We were waiting to find out the next step of our lives... My legs were bouncing around with anticipation and I couldn't sit still while Mike slept on the couch. He wore a mask today due to his cold. 

After waiting for about two hours we finally got called into meet with the Doctor. We started the long walk down the hall to the exam room. My legs didn't want to keep moving. I tried to count to 5 in my head... by the time I got to 2 that idea flew out the window. I sat in the chair with racing thoughts through my head of all different scenarios. The doctor came in made a joke about Mike's mask and made fun of our beloved Patriots and I knew he must have had good news. I mean who makes jokes when they are about to give you news about your life changing for the worst! With a smirk on his face he said... Mike's scan looked good and that his tumors were continuing to shrink... I felt like I could breathe again and was smiling from ear to ear I could have jumped into the air and danced around. I looked at Mike and said are you happy about that and he said yes!

We kind of expected this to be the result but can never be too sure. He's generally been feeling well with little to no stomach pain, no nausea or vomiting, no bowel troubles, he's been eating and maintaining his weight. His tumor markers have also been low enough to not be detected in his lab draws. So I suspected this was going to correlate with a "good scan result". 

Mike had the option to hold off treatment today due to his cold but he decided that a good scan result meant he wants to keep pushing ahead. The doctor was okay with that so he dose reduced his chemo and ordered two liters of fluids to help him bounce back from his cold. He also reminded us that his treatment plan wasn't a sprint but a marathon. He didn't have to push through treatment when he already felt miserable but for those who know my husband he is head strong and wanted to push ahead. I truly believe his stubbornness and me picking him up along the way is keeping him in the "marathon". Who would have thought his stubbornness would keep him on top? 

For now we can breathe easy and get through the holidays. For those who ask how do we do it? There's no easy response we just keep going our journey is not over. Though he has had some days recently that he's said he wants to give up and that he's tired I help him get through it. He has his moments... he's tired mentally and his body is tired. Who wouldn't want to give up? I'm tired too. This isn't a normal life but it's OUR life and we make it work! 

One thing I ask is for as we enter the holiday season be kind to one another. Slow down and appreciate those you have around you. Stop taking everything and everyone for granted. None of us are guaranteed another day. The holidays aren't about making every thing perfect, stressing about that dessert you forgot to make or the bottle of booze you forgot to pick up for uncle Joe. It's not about the material gifts you give and receive it's about having your loved ones around you... They are the true gifts of life. 

Mike and I would give anything to not have to live from scan to scan feeling like sitting ducks waiting for things to turn. However this is the cards we were dealt with in life and we will continue to push on even in our darkest of days. 

While Mike gets his well needed rest I am off to relax. 

Oh and by the way cancer... FUCK YOU we got this babe! ; )

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Crappy weeks off...

Last Thursday Mike had his 33rd treatment. When we went in for his appointment the doctor informed us that his platelets were low at 67. We never know in that moment his labs are done if the platelet levels are on their way back up or still going down lower. Anything below 50 is an increased risk of having bleeding if you bump yourself or fall. His oncologist doesn't usually treat PC patients with platelets under 75. We had a few options we could hold off treatment for a week in hopes they would rise, we could skip treatments for two weeks then start a new cycle or he could have treatment that day at a 20% lower dose (since he had not reduced his dose in the first two weeks of this cycle). We talked it through... the first option meant we would have to go in for treatment the day before or after thanksgiving which would be a nightmare to fit us in the schedule. The second option meant skipping for two weeks which we were not comfortable with. The last option to treat at a lower dose made the most sense. Since his treatment cycles are 3 weeks on and one week off we were really looking forward to having thanksgiving week off and to stay on schedule to have Christmas week as an off week too. With his doctor telling us he was comfortable to have treatment that day at a lower dose we decided to go with that. However, we had to bring him to have blood work that following Tuesday to find out if he needed to go back in for a blood transfusion or a platelet booster. Luckily his bloodwork came back today and he was at 142 which is a safer range.

For the past month or so Ava has been coming home with a cough/cold and not feeling so well. Some days she looks fine when other she looks miserable. Her mother had taken her to the doctor and she got an inhaler and hoped that would help. Monday morning I had talked with her mom and she said Ava was sounding awful again and was going to get a doctor appointment for the following day. Unfortunately Ava went to the nurse at the end of the day and had passed out at school. We rushed to get her and brought her straight to the doctors. She was very dehydrated from her cough and lack of fluids. Mike had to wear a mask in the doctor office since his immune system is severely compromised. Ava had a rapid flu test which came back negative and she also received the flu shot. Everyone that is around Mike often has to have the flu shot. She was given an antibiotic and we hope she will finally be feeling better.

Since Ava has been so sick the past weeks she has had to keep her distance from Mike. Mike immune system is so weak and its very important for his health to not have him get sick. I can't stress it enough. An illness could take him out... Unfortunately Mike started not to feel well on Tuesday into Wednesday. I got right on the phone with his doctor to find out the next step. He was given medicine and has to stay hydrated or we will be in the hospital for IV fluids.

Of course on his week off he doesn't feel well for other reasons. The last time he had his week off he didn't feel well either. It's been a good 2 months plus of feeling crappy with what seems like no break. During his treatment weeks we push through on auto pilot and when it's his off weeks we slow down to try and enjoy it. Unfortunately cancer doesn't take the holidays off...

On a side note Mike's new anxiety meds have done wonders. He is no longer having his hot flashes or is anxious. However, his rash on his arm is resurfacing, the mouth sores are troublesome, his legs ache and his overall fatigue wipes him out daily. All these things don't help with his depression. He still wishes he could just have a day that he feels good. We all wish that for him...

Yesterday we spent Thanksgiving at my parents house with both my family and Mike's. We had a great time.

Ava's elf on the shelf, Twinkle has returned. She is very excited about it. It's cute to see how excited she gets for the holidays.

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Short but sweet.

Today was Mike's 31st treatment. It may have taken almost a year but we finally figured out the best time to go into Dana Farber so that we miss traffic and long wait times. Things went pretty smoothly. We arrived on time and didn't wait long for labs. Mike's port didn't work today so they had to put TPA in it to clear it up for treatment. Mike hasn't been feeling great over the past few days. He started having a lot of anxiety followed by body hot flashes, sweating, dizziness and light headedness. He struggled to work this week and I was of course worried about him. His rash on his arm ran its course and was defiantly bothersome. Going into this weeks appointment we were both anxious. I had a splitting migraine that I couldn't shake. Thankfully Mike's appointment went well. His oncologist said that all of his bloodwork looked great. His liver counts have been off the past few months due to the effects of chemo for the past year. It was a concern but today it looked great. There are two different types of tumor markers for PC. The blood work tells us what they are. His CEA was in normal range at its lowest count yet and his CA-19 was so low that it wasn't even detected in his blood. He previously had chemo induced anemia which was significantly better and his red/white blood counts and platelets where in great ranges. This was all good news! He hasn't had belly pain which is a good sign and his symptoms are mostly side effects from treatments. Aside from the rash (which he set up an appointment for Mike to see dermatology) his fingernails have been sore and changing shape. He said it was toxicity from being on treatment so long. The great thing about his oncologist is he listens to us gives us information that we can understand and works with us to come up with treatment plans. He asked us what we thought the hot flashes were coming from and I was pretty certain it's from the anxiety he has been battling, which Mike agreed. His oncologist thought it could be a sign the cancer is growing but said since his blood work was great, he doesn't have pain, his stomach isn't distended and he can't feel any tumors through his belly that it's likely it could be an anxiety reaction. So he prescribed Mike some daily anxiety medication. We will see how it works fingers crossed! 

We didn't hit any traffic on the way home either which was great! Once we got home Mike myself and the puppy all crawled into bed for some snuggle time. 

Health update on me. My insurance hit its maximum for physical therapy visits so I had to stop therapy on my sprained ankle. I sprained it back in May and it has never been the same since. I can feel the effects of not being in PT anymore. It aches and is so sore. Some days both of my feet hurt so bad I can't walk at the end of the night or in the morning when I wake up. I'm not really sure what I am going to do. My orthopedic doctor in September mentioned if it didn't get better then I would need an MRI to see if surgery was needed. I know my health is important but I just can't handle the stress of all that right now. I am hoping to go back to PT in January when my new insurance starts. We will see. In regards to the terrible symptoms I have been battling since April 2014, nothing has changed. My doctor is going to treat me for Lyme since my symptoms match Lyme disease to a T. I start that treatment next week. She said I will get better before I get worse so we will see. Finger crossed. I have thought it was Lyme from day 1 but never showed positive on the tests. However Lyme is very difficult to diagnose and not everyone that has it will test positive for the disease.

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Fighting every single day

Playing with the exam chair at DF.
It was funnier in person because Mike was
pretty high off the ground.

This past Thursday Mike completed his 4th cycle of Gemabraxane and he now has a week off. Overall, Mike has completed 30 chemotherapy treatments. He will continue to have treatments for the rest of his life or until there is a cure for Pancreatic cancer. However, for now he will enjoy is week off and won't have treatment again until November 5th. When he was on his first treatment, Folfirinox he used to have two weeks off in between treatments. It was nice having the time off. Mike had more time to recover in between treatments and we didn't have to trek out to Boston once a week. Now that he has three weeks on and one week off we look forward to the rare weeks off. Even though it's his week off it doesn't give us a break from cancer and its side effects. He has had low energy, fatigue, depression and so on. Our work days are sometimes shorter and we spend more time at home resting.




Mike's rash from the side
effects of treatment

Every few treatments he has been developing a rash on his hands and arm. It's bright red, itches and burns. His oncologist is aware of it... he is not sure why it happens. I think it's obvious its from his chemo. He could see a dermatologist but Mike doesn't want another doctor appointment and his oncologist agrees that it's not bothersome enough to do anything right now. We've tried some home remedies, creams and medication but nothing seems to soothe it. It just has to take it's course until it goes away.

One of Mike's biggest struggles with this new treatment was with the side effect of losing his hair. Even though he has been shaving his head since he was in his twenties he didn't want to loose his eyebrows. We joke with new people that he isn't bald from treatment and that he was bald before cancer. Mike never wanted to lose his eyebrows because he thinks it makes him look "sick". People often tell us how good he looks and that he doesn't look like he has cancer. Now that his eyebrows have lighten and thinned out it makes him feel worse and I believe more depressed. He doesn't want me to take photos of him. I always overkill every situation and take lots photos of everything (I can thank my mom for that)! He tells me no more photos. I know he hates seeing himself without his eyebrows. I know he doesn't believe me when I tell him but I think he looks handsome with his thinner eyebrows. He will always be my handsome man no matter what!

Every once in a while when Mike and I are out working someone who hasn't seen him in a while stops him in his tracks with the familiar phrases such as "you don't look well..." "have you been sick?" or "you look really sick today!". When you know someone is sick with cancer these are the worst things you can say to them. Everyday is a battle sometimes getting out of bed and going to work is a small victory. To be told you "look sick" when you are terminally ill is a constant reminder and makes your stomach turn. If someone doesn't know he is sick when they say these things Mike then lets them know he has cancer. The next dreadful question is what do you have and I always cringe when he says pancreatic cancer. In that moment the person either knows exactly what that disease means and they don't know what to say next or they have no idea what the incurable disease means and they wish him to get well "soon". We can't get mad or upset with people who don't know what the disease is or that he's even sick. All we can do is take a breath and try to educate them. There are days when Mike feels okay and people will tell him he doesn't look well and I get angry. I want to protect him. I can read him like a book I know when something is wrong. I can see the pain in his eyes when he is upset or he hears something depressing. It could take him from a good mood to a depressed mood in just moments that can linger over him for hours on end. People often ask me how do I do it? I hate it when they say they couldn't handle my life if they were in my shoes. I do what I do because I love my husband. It's not my place to walk away or not handle the situation I have been handed. Life is full of challenges. We have been handed a shitty hand in life but we have to fight and be strong for each other. We are not religious people. Some people don't understand our choice. However, we believe in each other and are thankful for all those people out there that think of us and pray for us everyday.

Mike will often say he wishes he could have nothing wrong with him even if it was just for an hour. No pain, no nausea, no stomach problems, no achy legs, no rashes, no hair loss, no sadness, no fears, no worries. It's hard to hear him say it. If I could trade back and forth with him and fight the battle physically with him I would in a heartbeat. I wish I could give his body and mind the break he deserves. As his spouse and caregiver I fight a battle of my own every moment of every day on top of my own struggles with my health. Good health is something so many of us take for granted. I can't imagine how he feels and what goes through his mind. It's such a cruel way to have to live a life of being diagnosed with an incurable disease. I will never understand it... Some days I wish we could just wake up from his horrible nightmare.

Mike and I were able to get out this weekend and have some fun. We went to a haunted woods walk on Saturday night and then we went to the Patriots game on Sunday. Mike's body is paying for it now. He has been exhausted and sore ever since. However he is happy he was able to get out and have some fun.


Mike & I tailgating

Having fun with friends and family!

I recently was able to enjoy a spa day at a local spa that was donated to me. I got a manicure, pedicure, and massage and it was desperately needed. I struggled with feeling guilty for going out and getting pampered even though I know it's needed. It is not easy for me to get out of the house without Mike. People are always telling me I need to do things for myself. I know that I do I get it. I also know that I need and want to be there for my husband and I make sacrifices to do so. I know he doesn't like to be alone at home. We truly enjoy being together. We spend 24/7 together and I wouldn't have it any other way. He's my best friend. I don't want to be told what I have to do because no one knows what I am going through and sometimes I just need people to understand that.

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I recently posted this on my facebook that I wanted to share here too.

"As October comes and goes I see a lot of people getting upset about pink breast cancer ribbons everywhere. They're not necessarily mad about the cancer itself more so mad at the lack of purple ribbons plastered everywhere for pancreatic cancer. I myself feel the same struggles with this fight. We see pink ribbons for breast cancer everywhere in October but not purple ribbons for pancreatic cancer awareness in November. I was researching cancer statistics and got a better understanding as to why pink breast cancer stuff is everywhere! Here is what I found... an estimated 234,190 people will be diagnosed with breast cancer this year and estimated 40,730 will die from it. Breast cancer is the most diagnosed cancer of them all. Pancreatic cancer has an estimated 48,960 people that will be diagnosed this year and 40,560 will die. About the same death toll in a year as breast cancer. However, there isn't as much funding or research for pancreatic cancer as there is for breast cancer. Even though pancreatic cancer is one of the deadliest... It's not the most common either. Breast cancer the most common therefore most funded and commercialized. I hate it as much as everyone else. My husband and many others deserve a better chance! Breast cancer awareness didn't get big on its own... People advocated for it and that is what we need to do for pancreatic cancer. Most of us never heard of it until our loved ones were diagnosed and that is the sad truth we face everyday. We have to educate others know it, fight it, end it! Go Purple!!"

 

This is the site I used to find those statistics if you scroll down and look at the statistics they are defiantly an eye opener... http://www.cancer.gov/types/common-cancers

After what I thought would be a short blog tonight turned into a pretty long one! I am off to bed. Thank you for reading!

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Cycle 4 and more

Wow! The last few weeks have been very busy! Today we are at Dana Farber for Mike's treatment and I finally have some time to write a post. Two weeks ago Mike finished this 3rd cycle of Gemabraxane and is starting his 4th cycle today. Last week was his week off from treatment. He has treatment 3 weeks on then one week off. As long as all of his labs come back at appropriate levels, he is able to get treatment. So far with this new treatment we have only had to skip one treatment due to his platelets being too low. I always have a little bit of fear going into each treatment knowing that we could be sent home. We like it when things are on schedule and hate the unpleasant surprises. Cancer always keeps you in the unknown.

Luckily his levels were good and he is getting treatment now.

Two weeks ago on September 24th, I was getting off the elevator at Dana Farber and was in deep thought feeling overwhelmed. I was looking around at all the other patients, watching young children and toddlers being pushed by in strollers with bald heads and tubes coming from their noses. Mike and I always struggle when we see a young child that is sick. It's so heart wrenching and I was feeling pretty down. I was walking towards the pharmacy and I crossed paths with another couple. I was in such a trance that we did the awkward excuse me, go ahead no you can go dance. I then got in line for the pharmacy. A woman touched me on the shoulder and said, "excuse me, are you Stephanie?" I looked around for a familiar face. In my head I was searching for the answer of who this woman was but I didn't know. I told her yes I am Stephanie. She paused and said, "I read your blog!" With tears in her eyes she thanked me for writing and said that it has really helped her. She told me her husband was a pancreatic patient too. I thanked her and she walked away. After she left I lifted my shoulders and stood a little taller. I had tears in my eyes. I am happy to be able to make a difference. That was one of the reasons I started this blog. I have no idea how she found it but it made me feel good. After I picked up Mike's prescription I went back to his room and told him what happened. He teased me for the rest of the day and called me a "celebrity blogger". Thank you to the woman who recognized me. You made my day and gave me reassurance that what I am doing is making a difference. I'm sure we will see each other again some day around Dana.

September 26th we participated in the 2015 New England Pancreatic Cancer Research Walk through the Lustgarten foundation. Our team raised over $3,200 and the overall walk raised more than $150,000 to go towards Pancreatic Cancer research. It was a beautiful day out and we all dressed up in our purple gear! After the walk we all went out to lunch at Salvatore's. Mike was proud of himself because he had treatment two days before the walk and he was able to walk the full 3 miles. It was a lot of fun. The walk was along the beach. There was a lot of people there. It looked like a sea of purple coming down the street.  

2015 New England Pancreatic Cancer Research Walk "Mike's Fight"

Let's DO This!

We GOT This!

Family

Me & Miss Ava

On October 3rd we held the 2nd Annual Michael Howell Softball Tournament. We started bright and early at 7 am we were down at the field setting up. It was raining out and the wind was whipping us around. As the day went on the rain let up and eventually stopped. We had 15 softball teams attend. They started playing at 8am and the championship game ended at 9pm. The winning team this year was KLN Fatman.

Champions!

A lot of people kept coming up to me and saying how good Mike looked. Almost as if he wasn't sick at all. He looked like his normal self. Every once in a while I would look over at him and have to catch my breath because I was in awe with how well he was doing. People don't realize that every morning we wake up we don't now what that day will bring. It's hard to plan anything beyond the hour because he doesn't know how he's going to feel. So when we have a day where he feels good the majority of the day it's a good day. Last year's tournament Mike had just started chemo and he was very sick. He wasn't able to make most of the event and was very upset about it. It was so nice to have him there not only enjoying it but also running the tournament.

Thank you to all the people who donated items, raffle items, their time, came down to support, bought raffle tickets or food, and those who volunteered their man power. Thanks to all that came out and braved the weather with us to make this event happen.

Thanks to our helpers...
Mark & Cindy Lanza
Judy Howell
Ken & Gail Howell
Melanie Adamo
Michelle Carmody
Sue Comeau
Kristin Perry
John Proia
Derek Gogas
Matt Daniels
Vince
and many more!

Tournament

Mike & His Dad

Mike, Me, & Melanie

We couldn't do it all without the help from everyone. Mike and I got home later that night and unpacked our cars. We sat in the kitchen talking about how the overall day went and how helpful everyone was. I started to cry. I get so overwhelmed with all the support we are always receiving. This illness has taken so much from us but it has also shown us how much people care about Mike, myself, and my family. Mike often says it has restored his faith in humanity. Sometimes we feel like we are constantly accepting and asking for help from others. It's not easy but we need the help right now. Our lives have been opened up for the world to look in on. Our journey is an open book for others to see and learn from.

Our Wedding

Sunday, October 4th was Mike and I's 1st Anniversary. My parents surprised us with a night stay in the hotel we got married at in the exact room we stayed in on our wedding night. Which was at the Union Bluff Meeting House in York, ME. Thank you mom and dad! On Sunday morning I surprised Mike with his anniversary gift which was zip-lining. We headed up to Kittery, ME to Zip-line at Take Flight. It was a zip line course that had 6 zip lines anywhere from 75-400 ft long. There were also obstacles such as climbing up a 50 ft telephone type pole to get to the top. There was a tight rope walk, hanging ladder and a very wobbly bridge that was put together with wood and ropes. I went first and he came after. Mike struggled on the first climb to the top. It was very strenuous. The instructors Maddie and Travis were great! We had let them know ahead of time that Mike was a cancer patient. Sometimes Mike likes people to know so he isn't so hard on himself when he struggles and others don't know why. He always has me tell the person because he doesn't like to. As Mike was climbing to the top I turned into a sap and tears started rolling down my face. I was just so proud of him. He's a one year pancreatic cancer survivor patient and here he was climbing 50 feet into the air. A year ago now I wasn't so sure that he would still be here with us. The statistics for his disease told us otherwise. To be able to spend our one year anniversary doing something we wanted and staying where we got married meant more to me then anyone would ever know.

Mike was able to do 5 out of the 6 zip lines. The last one had a difficult obstacle to get to. It was the bridge. You had to step on small wooden steps hung by ropes with spaces in between each step. Me, with my sprained ankle I was surprised that I even made it across. Mike tried but after two steps his legs gave out on him and he fell. The instructors tried to get him back up but he had decided that he had had enough and that was okay. He dangled 30 feet from the air and thought it was really funny. He said hanging by his harness was almost as fun as the zip-lining. They belayed him down to the ground and I finished the last zip-line on my own.

Me Zip-Lining

Mike Zip-Lining

Hanging out in the trees

After that we went to check into our hotel. The hotel gave us complementary breakfast and we also had received $100 towards food at their restaurant. We got ready and went out to dinner. We ordered a ton of food Mike even got a sandwich to go for back in the hotel. I had forgotten to take out our wedding cake so we ended up going to Clara's cupcakes to make up for it. After dinner we relaxed in our ginormous hotel room and snuggled up and watched tv. It was a nice relaxing night. We were so sore from standing at he tournament and all the climbing when we zip-lined. It was nice to have a night in. In the morning we went out to breakfast then I convinced Mike to do a little shopping before we headed home. By the time we got home we felt like we could sleep forever but our house was trashed from bringing in all the boxes from the tournament. We cleaned up a little ran some errands and then crashed!

Anniversary Dinner

View from our Hotel

Mike is still getting treatment he's snoozing away. Now it's time for me to catch up on Netflix!

Mike getting his snooze on during treatment.

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